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xanga

2005-06-02T11:29:00.000-05:00

kung nagtataka kayo kung bat ala akong posts dito asa isang site na naman..xanga..andyan yung link: hanshinoda..salamat muwaahh!!!

2005-05-16T21:50:00.000-05:00

nooo

2005-05-16T21:49:00.000-05:00

hmmm

2005-05-16T21:48:00.000-05:00

oh yeah

2005-05-16T21:46:00.000-05:00

2005-05-16T21:44:00.000-05:00

whoa

2005-05-16T21:42:00.000-05:00

awwww

2005-05-16T21:40:00.000-05:00

loser

2005-05-16T21:39:00.000-05:00

ahhmmm

2005-05-16T21:23:00.000-05:00

ahmmm

2005-05-16T21:21:00.000-05:00

eat

2005-05-16T21:19:00.000-05:00

think

2005-05-16T21:16:00.000-05:00

ooooo

2005-05-16T21:15:00.000-05:00

bleh

2005-05-16T21:12:00.000-05:00

say what?

2005-05-16T21:11:00.000-05:00

me and DJ

nakakahimatay moments...hay

2005-04-25T22:40:00.000-05:00

Sunday: pinanood ko, for the second time ang Bringing up Baby-isang makalumang pelikula na nakakaantok. Wala pa sa kalahati nung pelikula, inantok nako kaya sabi ko kay Chris siya na lang manood tapos sabihin niya na lang sakin kung na-feel niya yung movie. Siguro akala niya tulog na tulog na ko tapos narinig ko syang nagsasalita, siguro lahat ng mga hindi niya sakin masabi ng harapan sinabi na niya. Awww... nakakaguilty pero awww...
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fan of a cappella? try rockapella!!!
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downloading songs are much more fun than studying religion. muwahahaha
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yun muna, later!

last week of classes

2005-04-24T18:42:00.000-05:00

Wohoooo!!!! last week of classes yehey!!!!! May finals pa pero okay lang!!! ayoko ng mag aral =( lalo na ng ana at physio..t*ngina)
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Pel, tapusin ang kwento!!! sorry umalis ako agad, pinapapasok kame sa cafeteria para sa spring premiere. pupunta pati sina mama kasi sa Baylor din papasok si Lance next semester. =( sorry
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spring premiere...sucks... i hate working on saturdays with a passion.
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mamaya na ule yung iba. may paper pako bukas letch.

oh yeah you know

2005-04-17T13:31:00.000-05:00

everytime i write a post, it's either I'm bored or I'm procrastinating... sometimes it could be both.
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i should really be memorizing every muscle in the human body right now. i should be.
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I'm SO happy for my roomie Maggie... *wink* *wink*...looks like our room's gonna be so crowded. well, it's almost the end of the semester anyways.
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and so my parents came yesterday, and yeah, i was expecting my mom to tell me how much weight I've put on. (thanks for the support ma). then she told me how un-feminine my legs were cause I told her I've been running to get some exercise, and how dark my skin got since I went to Baylor. whatever you do, you just cant be good enough for her.
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on the lighter side...HAHA, great puerto galera pics TOKYO TOKYO. haha. syet, miss na miss ko na kayong lahat!!! kung hindi pako makakabalik, puntahan niyo na ako dito!!!!! hehe. mmmmmwaaaahhhh....

eric, ado, ceejay: ang HOT ng pic niyo! haha, benta niyo nga sa cosmo yan. tong si ceejay mala paris hilton ang pose! haha okrayan blues! =)
mayen at nyot: huwalangyang nagsama pa talaga...whew...ang inet dito.
sweet at serah: wohooo bikini babes!
riza, mel, rass, kim: hoy viva hot babes! haha
chen at bibi girl: oist twins! haha chen papose pose na lang tayo ah? hehe
kris: ang haba ng hair!
frel: sino yung kasama mo..ha? *wink* *wink* hehe
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pel, ang saya maglaro, laban tayo ule.
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ivymae: pagawa ng essay sa religion.... pwede? hehe
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i had a chat with this girl, I forgot that she was my brother's classmate, sorry gatetrasher. haha, but she helped me pass the time. sa susunod ule.
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"Love isn't about playing it safe, it's about taking risks. Unless you're willing to put yourself out there, you'll never know." - Lex Luthor, Smallville
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there you go...
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oh wait, I'm craving for more onion rings!!!
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I almost forgot about the sin city last friday. watch it. haha. it's worse than kill bill. hehe.
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later, got to go back to my muscles. =)

Which fluttering fairy are you?

2005-04-13T18:52:00.000-05:00

You are the fairy of Summer! You are witty and fun,
you love your friends and like to be around
them, when you like something you are really
passionate about it, like music, you are ready
to do anything for your favourite singer, you
love life as it comes and are ready for
anything! Please rate if you want to, it's just
i spent ages making this quiz.

Which fluttering fairy are you? (gorgeous pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

Which gorgeous goddess are you?

2005-04-13T18:50:00.000-05:00

The Goddess of Night and Regret. You are a perfect
confidante. Always understanding and
solicitous, you could be a queen and you are
exceptionally honest. You are an intelligent
beauty.

Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

back again....

2005-04-11T15:20:00.000-05:00

stompfest last saturday-wohooo!!! roomie Lauren sure kicked some *ss...whoa hot.
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performers were okay...i loved the women in training..and the asian students... haha... thought they were pretty funny
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yeah, been doing well. we're good. what else is there to write about? oh yeah...

i heart pel. hehe
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ciao.

first real heart ache

2005-04-07T14:55:00.000-05:00

so that's what it feels like? at 3:45 this morning, i found myself teary eyed infront of my laptop. 'bye', what does it mean? bye for now? bye for good? bye forever?
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you know how stupid people can be when they act before thinking? i mean actually thinking? count me in. i'm one of them.
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you are everything i'm not. with that, i find myself learning, gaining strength...making the best out of me. and what did I do? I keep on making up these excuses, issues that weren't even worth talking about.
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it's not you, it's me. it's always me. who starts every fight? who makes these issues bigger? who's sensitive? who's stupid?
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How do I feel about you? I get this funny feeling whenever you're here, right beside me. I feel like floating when I feel your presence. I feel like i'm going to melt whenever you look into my eyes. I feel like having a heart attack whenever you text "I'm here", i feel so excited everytime you tell me you wanna see me though i see you almost everyday. we're barely inseparable that it seems like the only break that we have is going back to our own rooms to change and get dressed. I feel like with you, i could be who i am without being anxious if you'll still like me or not.

yey lady bears!

2005-04-05T22:23:00.000-05:00

yeah!

lady bears won the championship title against michigan state, 84-62...hahahaha
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that should be all for now....too happy to type.... :D

sponge cola

2005-04-05T11:35:00.000-05:00

through peyups.com, i discovered sponge cola....wohooo!!!! i love their acoustic version of madonna's crazy for you. wait, was it madonna? i dont really remember. anyway, i'm lovin it; in fact i've just finished downloading a couple of their songs.great music, i like. Their lead vocalist reminds me of somebody...chito miranda? hmmm
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my condolences to the pope john paul II.
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happy birthday ivy mae cleopas vitanzos, wohoooo, 21 kana! binatang binata na! hehe muwah.
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it's tuesday. hell week is almost over...i've got one lab practical down, two more exams and an essay to go... i can do this... i can do this ...i can zzzzzz...
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go Lady Bears! aww....how i would hate working tonight....aahhhh, why cant the championship be on wednesday? or better yet, why can't they close the cafeteria, people would be watching the game anyways....aaahhhhhhh.... i cant believe i'm gonna miss one of the best times of my life....aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh...
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2005-03-22T23:29:00.000-06:00

Put an 'X' next to what u have accomplished.

(X) snuck out of the house (dorm?)
(X) gotten lost in your city
( ) seen a shooting star
( ) had a serious surgery
( ) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) Had alcohol
(X) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your
nose (water?)
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(X) swore at your parents
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
( ) saw a therapist
(x) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
(X) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (day?)
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(X) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex (cheeks?)
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them
back
( ) stolen something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
(X) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(X) tried killing yourself
( ) fired a gun
(X) purposely hurt yourself
( ) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

i've been thinking

2005-03-17T14:41:00.000-06:00

yeah... i am actually thinking, haha. corny. anyway, i've been such a slacker lately. i feel soooo guilty for not showing up at GoodPhil. I've been dying to watch Rex live! I looove stand up comedians! I knew it. I should have gone to see him. Thanks a lot Chris.

well, yeah, that's the point, i miss my friends. i miss hanging out with my room mates, just me and my room mates-the usual pizza nights, just talk-haha, about cosmo, movie, etc. all that. i miss angelica and india; myra, provi, and all the FSA peeps. i feel soooo far. ugh.

i need to make some resolutions, once i get back from spring break: spend more time with them.

ooohhh, my head hurts so bad right now, like somebody's squeezing it.

oh! and I've finally seen the episode from the Ashlee Simpsons show where she got booed, but they didnt show that part. I mean, i didnt hear the booing part. MTV, you suck! haha, crap, i knew i should've seen it. ugh.

and i think i'm getting addicted to eminem's song mockingbird, well mostly to this line:

and if the the mockingbird don't sing and the rain don't shine I'ma break that birdie's neck

haha, well, i found it funny. Then i told my bro and my sis about it and they were like, "ate, you have some serious problems, WTH?"...yeah...quite supportive I say.

and you know that song obsession (no es amor?), well cause my sis likes it; you know that line where it says "thinking bout your beauty, it makes me weak"?; haha, i thought he said booty, and I was laughing so hard; then i told them about it. They were like, "ate, look at how dirty your mind is". HAHA. well, that's what I heard!!!! not my fault!

oooh....what everrrr, anyway, I'm gonna spend a lot more time with my friends :)

got this from jonathan's site

2005-03-17T14:37:00.000-06:00

Which Family Guy character are you?

windang

2005-03-15T14:54:00.000-06:00

ang ewan ko talaga. magpopost lang ako puro pa ka eklatan. eniweiz, ganun talaga.

tinatawagan ang mga eksperto sa pag-ibig. hindi ko nakuwento noon, kaya kukwento ko ngayon. pina-alis ni butihing kasama sa kuwarto si lalake (paalala: ang blog na ito ay open sa lahat...hangga't kaya ko, susubukan kong palalimin ang bawat salita upang hindi madecode ng mga bisita ang gusto kong ipahiwatig...muwahahaha). nabadtrip ako nung una, bakit hindi niya na lang sinabi sakin di sana ako na lang nagpaalis kay lalake, bakit kelangang siya pa? nasaktan ako kasi ayaw kong masaktan si lalake. yon. tapos nag-usap din kame...makalipas ang isang araw... hehe, yon, akala niya daw si lalake ang may gusto na matulog sa kuwarto kasi alam niyang hindi ko gagawin yon. Ayaw niya daw akong masaktan kaya si lalake agad ang kinausap niya. Tapos kwinento ko sa kanya na kung hindi sa isang kasama sa bahay, hindi ko gagawin yon. tapos yon, malinaw na. maayos na sila.

Tapos nabanggit ni kasama sa kuwarto na medyo nairita siya kay lalake. Kasi nung minsan napag usapan namin yung tungkol sa mga babaeng nag-memake up, stockings, etc. eh nakuwento ko na sabi ni lalake dapat magshave din daw ako ng bigote, kasi pinapag shave ko siya, dun narita si kasama sa kuwarto. bakit daw parang binabago ako ni lalake. Nagdududa siya sa mga motibo ni lalake.

kwinento ko kay lalake yon, tapos nabadtrip siya. haha. mga babaeng kaibigan daw, bakit daw kelangan pang makialam sa relasyon ng may relasyon. Haha. pinag kumpara pa niya yung kasama niya sa kuwarto saka kasama ko sa kuwarto. Yung sa kanya, pag andun ako, hi/hello tapos aalis na. Sakin daw, hi/hello sabay hirit na 'san kayo pupunta?', 'anong plano niyong gawin mamayang gabi?', eklat eklat. Haha. medyo natawa ako, na-amuse. oo nga noh? Hindi naman siya nakikialam ah? concerned lang siya...di ba? :(

Muntik na rin kameng mag-away. minsan kasi, kumain kame sa labas, ayaw na niyang pumasok sa kuwarto...natrauma na daw siya. ayaw niya daw makita si kasama sa kuwarto. tapos kumain kame sa parking lot-ala kasi kameng mapupuntahan. ayaw niya sa dorm, hindi puwede sa kanila kasi hanggang alas otcho lang pwede. [may isang kuwento pa to].yon, pareho kameng nairita sa sitwasyon hanggang sa natapos kameng kumain at bumalik nako sa dorm. Nagsorry siya kinabukasan. hindi daw siya makatulog. (bola).

yung isang kuwento. asa kuwarto nila ako kasi pinapakita niya kung gano siya kagaling magpiano (ayos naman). diba hanggang alas otcho lang sa kanila? kala namen pareho ayos lang kasi wala namang me pakealam. tapos maya maya kumatok yung lider sa hall nila, pinagtago niya ko sa aparador. syet. hindi ko maimagine. pero oo, tapos akala niya nakaalis na yung tao. maya maya bumalik (naririnig ko naman sila kaya alam kong nahuli na siya, haha) grabe na ito. yon, tapos kinuha pareho yung ID namen...ata alam niyo ba kung anong oras lang nun? 8:30. tangna no? ang badtrip pa non, hindi niya kame pinalusot...masisira daw pangalan niya. letche. sisirain ko pangalan niya eh. ayon. ayos na. ayoko na ule pumunta sa kuwarto nila...nakakatrauma.

ano pa? oo, procrastination po. ayokong mag aral. tinatamad ako.

nagtatrabaho na din si mama, 2-10pm sa nursing home. si papa 8-5, mga kapatid may pasok ng 8-3. heto ako. nakatayo sa harap ng laptop. nag-iisip ng kung ano pang magagawa pampalipas ng oras. :(

onga pala, may show nun, kasama si lalake sa banda, syempre keyboards, tapos yung lead singer/guitarist, kaibigan niya...na kaibigan ko na ren. aaahhh, seryoso, ang galing niya. kaya nga adik na ko sa mga kanta ni John Mayer dahil sa kanya. hehe. pasensya kay lalake...muwahahaha. ang galing galing galing, kaboses pa niya, at syempre, whew... hot? hehe. haha, ang sarap magpaselos ng tao. buti hindi pa siya nababadtrip saken. hehe. ayos pala si lalake, andaming kaibigan na papa material. muwahahaha. joke joke. pero di nga, kyut. hehe. mahal ko na sya, ang galing galing niya... haha

nagkantahan din kame. syet unang beses sa bar. ako, si lalake, si kasama sa kuwarto at dalawa pang kaibigan at boypren nung isa.eh nakalimutan ko yung ID ko, yan tuloy bumalik pako.yon, di karamihan yung tao, pero ayos lang. masaya naman. si kasama sa kuwarto lalo, grabe sumayaw... haha...sayang andun si lalake, hindi tuloy ako nakakilala ng mga kalalakihan... muwahaha. Syet, minsan kumanta siya sa harap, me mga babae (seryoso ako) na asa harap niya sumasayaw, tapos me iba pang nakatitig sa kanya..kala ko nga maipapamalas ko na ang powers ko eh, pero siyempre kalmado lang. manigas sila dyan. akin yon. belat. syet, nakakataas ng presyon. haha.

hay, ano pa? masyado na atang marami. sige hanggang sa muli ule. ciao!

just pondering

2005-03-13T21:07:00.000-06:00

yey for spring break.
sucks cause like any other school breaks, i'm stuck at home doing assorted school stuff....just to pass the time... really... dont give me that are-you-a-nerd look.
A lot of things have been bugging me. Well, not really bugging, it's more of an inner self conversation. Anyway, all's been great. I glad to be back home. Sucks for my siblings cause their spring break ended last week. HAHA.

Okay, so I am/will be studying. I've been thinking about how to get all the freakin names of each bone into my head. crap. and add some muscles with it.

sucks cause i have to get back to work.

2005-03-05T17:13:00.000-06:00

You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

2005-03-05T17:06:00.000-06:00

2005-02-25T10:58:00.000-06:00

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

2005-02-25T10:55:00.000-06:00

This Love by Maroon 5

"I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind"

You were so great in 2004 that you make everyone a little bit sick!

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

2005-02-25T10:53:00.000-06:00

HAZEL GANAPIN
H	is for	Hip
A	is for	Amorous
Z	is for	Zany
E	is for	Enthusiastic
L	is for	Luscious
	is for
G	is for	Gentle
A	is for	Abstract
N	is for	Nice
A	is for	Arty
P	is for	Peppy
I	is for	Intelligent
N	is for	Neglected

What Does Your Name Mean?

me

2005-02-25T10:52:00.000-06:00

You Are a Social Blogger!

Your blog is more of a semi-private affair for your friends.
It's how you keep in touch... sharing stories, jokes, and pics.

What kind of blogger are you?

PROCRASTINATOR'S CREED

2005-02-20T12:41:00.000-06:00

OUR MOTTO:
Fight on and put off!

PROCRASTINATOR'S CREED:
1. I believe that if anything is worth doing, it would have been done already.
2. I shall never move quickly, except to avoid more work or find excuses.
3. I will never rush into a job without a lifetime of consideration.
4. I shall meet all of my deadlines directly in proportion to the amount of bodily injury I could expect to receive from missing them.
5. I firmly believe that tomorrow holds the possibility for new technologies, astounding discoveries, and a reprieve from my obligations.
6. I truly believe that all deadlines are unreasonable regardless of the amount of time given.
7. I shall never forget that the probability of a miracle, though infinitesmally small, is not exactly zero.
8. If at first I don't succeed, there is always next year.
9. I shall always decide not to decide, unless of course I decide to change my mind.
10. I shall always begin, start, initiate, take the first step, and/or write the first word, when I get around to it.
11. I obey the law of inverse excuses which demands that the greater the task to be done, the more insignificant the work that must be done prior to beginning the greater task.
12. I know that the work cycle is not plan/start/finish, but is wait/plan/plan.
13. I will never put off until tomorrow, what I can forget about forever.
14. I love deadlines. Especially the whooshing sounds they make as they fly by.
15. I will become a member of "Procrastinators United" if I ever get around to it...

ayan

2005-02-19T22:38:00.000-06:00

sa wakas... panibangong entry...makalipas ang ilang araw? hehe...

sabado na naman, ako na namang mag isa ang naiwan sa dorm...langya...kung me sasakyan lang ako kanina pakong 7 wala dito...saka hindi lang yon.. hehe tinapos ko munang basahin yung bio ko para sa monday-sh*tting practical namen, saka due pa ng paper ko sa english.

syet, isang nakapanlulumong d ang nakuha ko sa unang essay ko...opo...d...as in dagsak? hehe nakakalungkot. pinagalitan pako ni chris, bakit daw hindi ko sa kanya pinacheck yung paper ko. dapat daw pinakita ko muna sa kanya kasi ng english major sya di ba? opo, katangahan... katangahan na naman ang pinairal...hindi na natuto...

nababadtrip ako sa prof ko sa death and dying class...-5 bawat absent, naka isa nako..katangahan ko na naman, nabasa ko na yung syllabus pero nakalimutan ko na may minus 5 pala...saka counted din yung mga late... syet naka ilang late na kaya ako?

aaaahhh, ang bilis ng oras... tapos magte-20 na rin ako ngayong taon...syet hindi nako legal na teen ager....oh hinde....hindi ko pa kaya...bata pako!!!! mami!!!

ano na bang bago? ala naman eto parin... buhay...humihinga...nakakalungkot pala talaga mag-isa...langya kung ano ano naiisip ko...

matapos lang tong linggo na to, syet kalayaan na naman sa exams!!!

pano nga pala ako sa spring break?!? anong gagawin ko? wala kameng sasakyan? san kame pupunta? mabubulok na naman ba ako sa bahay kasama ng mga kapatid kong sawa na ring mabulok sa bahay kada bakasyon?!? gigising na naman ba ako araw araw para mag internet, manood ng tv, kumain at matulog?!? abangan... sira na naman buhay ko neto...tsk tsk...

parang series of unfortunate events... haha

napanood nga pala namen yun ni maggie...grabe yung sinehan, extremes, me mga grupo ng lola saka grupo ng mga bata... yung mga lola anlakas lakas magkuwentuhan, parang ngayon lang nakapunta sa sinehan at nakanood ng pelikula...no offense mga lola...nakaka irrita lang ng konte kasi me ibang taong nanonood din di ba? respeto naman...

kumain din kame sa La Fiesta...mmm... adik sa nachos at hot sauce->ako hehe...sarap eh...adik na rin ako sa wrap na punung puno ng onions... hehe...wala tayong magagawa...masarap eh... hehe...eh ayaw ni chris sa sibuyas..muwahahaha...bahala siya dyan :D

cge hanggang dito muna! babush!!! nawawala kasi nail cutter ko...langya mahaba na naman nails ko. cge ciao!

dum dee dum dum

2005-02-19T18:09:00.000-06:00

01.Best Friend:
> pel
02. Girlfriend:
> hmm...
03. Current Crush:
>****, haha
04. Hobbies
>eating & sleeping
05. What Type Automobile Do You Drive:
> sadly, none
08. Are You Timely Or Always Late:
> depends...
09. Do You Have A Job:
>go collins!
10. Do You Like Being Around People:
>yep. the more the merrier.

STUFF:
11. have you ever liked someone u had no
chance with?:
> yep
12. Have You Ever Cried Over
Something/Smeone of The Opposite Sex
Did:
> nah.
13. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You
Always Go After:
> great smile, straight teeth...*drool*
14. Want Someone You Don't Have Right
Now:
> nope.

15. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend:
> nope.
16. Are You Lonely Right Now:
> yeah...=(
17. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married:
>haha, yeah.
18. Do You Want To Get Married:
> yep...someday... *cheesy background music playing*

19. Do You Want Kids:
> twins!-boy and a girl!!!!

FAVORITE:
20. Room In house:
> my.... I mean, my sis and I's room..tsk tsk

21. Type of music:
> rock, pop, rnb

22. Songs:
> something from JayZ, LP, MAtchbox twenty, etc...
23. Memory:
> uh....?!?
24. Day Of The Week:
>friday, saturday! wohoooo!!!

25. Color
> purple
26. Perfume or cologne:
>*sniff* *sniff*

28 month:
> october and december!
30. Place to be kissed: cheeks, forehead,lips
> forehead, lips...hmmmm...
31. Location for dates:
>anywhere :D

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
32. Cried:
> nope
33. Bought Something:
> got some food at LA Fiesta...hmmmm nachos...
34. Gotten Sick:
> nope...sucks...

35. Sang:
> yeah...hehe

36. Said I Love You:
>yep...I think I did...
37. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved
them, but didn't:
> nope...

38. Met Someone New:
>nope

39. Moved On:
> ?!?

40. Talked To Someone:
> yep
41. Had A Serious Talk:
> nope

43. Hugged Someone:
>yep

44. Kissed Someone:
> yihee...
45. Fought With Your Parents:
> nope... being a good girl :D

46. Dreamed about someone you can't be
with:
> nope

47. Had a lot of sleep:
>heck yeah!

how to make II

2005-02-19T16:53:00.000-06:00

How to make a chris jefferson

Ingredients:

5 parts anger

1 part humour

5 parts ego

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability

Personality cocktail
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how to make I

2005-02-19T16:50:00.000-06:00

How to make a hazel ganapin

Ingredients:

5 parts pride

5 parts brilliance

1 part instinct

Method:

Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
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finally

2005-02-19T14:38:00.000-06:00

finally, I've made a new entry. HAHA. This week's been so crazy and yeah, you know what I'm talking about.

Anyway, Maggie and I saw some movies last night-Elektra and Lemony Snicket's series, fun stuff but before that, we ate at La fiesta...mmm nachos...

Valentine's Day? let's see, We got some food at sonic and watched "Ray" back at the dorm. I know what you're thinking...not the usual romantic candle light dinner, heck, who cares? I don't.

Love to tell more, but my books are calling, ciao!

Dilbert's Rules of Order

2005-01-23T15:52:00.000-06:00

Dilbert's Rules of Order
1. I can only please one person per day. Today is not your day. Tomorrowis not looking good either.
2. I love deadlines. I especially like the whooshing sound they make asthey go flying by.
3. Tell me what you need, and I'll tell you how to get along without it.
4. Accept that some days you are the pigeon and some days the statue.
5. Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If he isn't there thefirst time, chances are you won't be needing him again.
6. I DON'T HAVE AN ATTITUDE PROBLEM, YOU HAVE A PERCEPTION PROBLEM.
7. Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky, and Ithought to myself, where the heck is the ceiling?
8. My reality check bounced.
9. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key.
10. I don't suffer from stress. I am a carrier.
11. You are slower than a herd of turtles stampeding through peanutbutter.
12. Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons, because you are crunchy andtaste good with ketchup.
13. Everybody is somebody else's weirdo.
14. Never argue with idiots. They drag you down to their level, then beatyou with experience.
15. A pat on the back is only a few centimeters from a kick in the butt.
16. Don't be irreplaceable - if you can't be replaced, you can't bepromoted.
17. After any salary raise, you will have less money at the end of themonth than you did before.
18. The more crap you put up with, the more crap you are going to get.
19. You can go anywhere you want if you look serious and carry aclipboard.
20. Eat one live toad the first thing in the morning and nothing worsewill happen to you the rest of the day.
21. If it wasn't for the last minute, nothing would get done.
22. When you don't know what to do, walk fast and look worried.
23. Following the rules will not get the job done.
24. When confronted by a difficult problem, you can solve it more easilyby reducing it to the question, "How would the Lone Ranger handle this?"
25. Only the mediocre are at their best all the time.
26. There's a fine line between genius and insanity. I have erased thisline.
27. Bring ideas in and entertain them royally, for one of them may be theking.
28. If at first you don't succeed......skydiving isn't for you.
29. Life is a waste of time; time is a waste of life, so get wasted all ofthe time and have the time of your life.
30. When everything is coming your way......you're in the wrong lane.

update

2005-01-17T01:14:00.000-06:00

unang linggo ng klase, wala namang ibang masayang nangyari maliban lang sa isang buong linggo ko na rin siyang nakikita tuwing gabe hanggang sa makatulog kame sa sofa.
sunday: nanood kame ni angelika at india ng coach carter-t*nginang walang biro-maganda...nakakatawa saka inspiring. hindi siya yung traditional na sports movie na palaging nananalo yung bida sa dulo-ibig kong sabihin, yung pagkapanalo nila, hindi sa game mismo kundi sa attitude nila sa buhay. awwww...maganda pramis. gwapo pa ni worm. muwahaha
yon palang, sunday eh, nakakatamad, buti na lang walang pasok bukas kasi holiday. syet. inaantok na rin ako , kaka uwi ko lang. sige hanggang sa muli! ciao!

2005-01-12T18:23:00.000-06:00

lahat

2005-01-12T18:22:00.000-06:00

DJ-papa-mama

2005-01-12T18:20:00.001-06:00

moi

2005-01-12T18:20:00.000-06:00

lance

let's talk about moms

2005-01-07T20:59:00.000-06:00

Let's talk about moms, specifically, my mom.

Earlier today, we (mom, dad and me) went to the corporate office to sign some papers and talk about my education and thailand. yes folks, the company is sponsoring some nurses and doctors to go to thailand and help the tsunami victims. [i wanted to go with them and do humanitary services if classes didnt get in the way, she didnt believe me though]. Anyway, while waiting at the training room, my mom came in, some pinoys were in there too, remember the doctor i was talking about before? well, as soon as i got out of the room, my mom was talking in a high voice, i had a hint of sarcasm when i heard it,then boom, she was talking and screaming non stop, the whole floor could hear her, and yes, she cussed. my dad was calming her nad telling her to stop, i stood infront of the elevator, waiting, hoping it would stop any minute now. Actually, i didn't care, i dont want to. It's one of those situations where you wished your parents had an abortion-and it was you; or you were shot in the head by a drunk man and died; or gone insane at that very moment. Sadly, i was born, alive, and sane.

Then there she was crying inside Pam's room (the boss-or something), now the whole company knows about it. I cant remember the last time she cried, it was probably when JA skipped his class back when he was 6y/o. So then i thought, man, that doctor must have hit her so bad, didnt she? it was a long history, started back when we were still staying at the hotel, that time my mom was still proper, it just grew bigger and worse, then she just exploded. I dont like seeing people cry, in fact i dont wanna cry especially when there's nothing to cry about in the first place. I thought of giving her a pat in the back or rub or something but my body cant move to sit next her.

When i woke up today and had breakfast, she told me not to use the internet, i heard her loud and clear, my eyebrows just wanted to stick together that's all. She came near me and asked me in a joking way why was i so mad at her? Then it hit me, this feeling of coldness, how did i come up with them? Why do i hate my mom so much? Why do i love arguing with her? Why don't i trust anything she says anymore? Why?

All i could think of is back when i was a kid. i'm just one of those preppy kids who wants to see their mom after school to fetch them. I remember my mom told me she would fetch me on that day after school, i got thrilled of course, it's like being a superstar when you've got a mommy and show her off to your friends who doesnt have one. There i was waiting, sitting on the bench, crying. I cried cause I waited from morning till afternoon and no mommy showed up. finally, there she was, and you know what she told me? "why didnt you go with your service?", i answered "cause you said you'll fetch me", "next time go with your service". I was gonna keep on crying, then she gave me a chocolate bar.
I love giving hugs, who doesn't? i remember embracing my mom when we go to bed, actually, we didn't like sleeping on the bed, we would sleep on the carpet, all six of us. I would usually stay in the middle cause i was afraid that monsters would grab me if i slept on the farside. I would put my arm on her belly and she would take it off and tell me i'm not letting her breathe. everytime i would try to embrace her, she would take my arm off, so there, i got tired of being neglected and resorted to having at least any part of my arm or leg to touch her, still, she would tell me to back off.

Did i mention she was the disciplinarian? yes, she would hit us with her mighty metal hands that you could see them leave it marks on your skin. Add some yelling into it and what do you get? a scaredy cat. I think the first time i heard a lesson from her was when i was like every other kid in town-the most irritating, talkative and non stop know it all who loves to impress every person she sees. I think we were with a family friend or relative, then i started talking about the way we live,and after that, my mom asked me to get in a room, then i was there hearing all she says, "never talk to anyone about the family, no other person should hear about it except us". It made me shut my mouth up, for a long time.
I love going out of our house and playng with other kids, even if i was the only girl left. I would cry in the kitchen table when i hear some kids playing outside and my mom would say no everytime i ask if i could go. the least i could do was to put a stack of chair, lean it to the high wall and watch other kids playing. She would let me go though, and when she finds out that i scarred myself she would say it's all my fault and she told me so. I think she knew who my crush was back then. She probably hears me call him and catch his attention all the time while playing. By the time i got back home she would say his name and tease me like crazy. I hated that.

I used to tell her stories about what happened to school-who i had a fight with, my friends, etc, then i there was this day when i finally realized i didnt have to tell her everything, i dont have to tell her about the boy i like cause she would end up teasing me, or what me and my friends do after school and make her sign fake permits.Yes, i did that cause i'm having more fun with my friends and how we hunt our crushes, than staying at home and watching tagalized cartoons. I hated the way she teased me about my guy friend back in the 6th grade when he always comes near me. She asked me if that was my boyfriend-i freaked out-I'm only 12! how could i have a boyfriend? for God's sake, and plus he already has a girlfriend-he's my friend! As early as that, when she sees me sitting, and i have a guy friend sitting faaaaar from me when i was a kid, she would tell me to come inside the house and ask me if that was my boyfriend. I hate that.

Oh, and back in 6th grade, we had this excursion, on our last night, our teachers surprised us by giving letters made by parents and telling us how much they love us, yadda yadda, i was touched by my mom's letter, she said she didnt get the work abroad was because of me, and etc. i cried like everybody else, and then the parents came in-i looked for mine, she wasnt there. when i got back to the school, i saw my dad waiting, then we got back home.
Did i miss something? So there you go. All the answers to my questions originated way back when i was a kid.

I did wish i was adopted, that i was a lost kid of this two chinese couple and left me in front of their doorsteps; or what if they did had an abortion? then i would be where i am right now. True, you cant change your parents-it's all by chance. I don't trust my mom. She would say things that sounds so promising but sadly, none of them would come true. Never believe everything she says. I don't, if i didnt hear it from my dad, it's not true.

I dont hug my mom. she would say i love you and embrace you and try to kiss you-i would just back off-dont try to amuse me, it's not working-never will, never did. Maggie, my roommate asked me why i didnt say "i love you" in ending a call with my parents-i said it's not in my personality, plus they already know that. true, i dont feel like t cause it sounds corny, i could write it but you would have to bleed to death before you hear it from me. I couldn't say it even if i try.

I dont know if i'm gonna side her on what she did today, course i dont wanna side with anyone of them-everyone has their own side of the story. what frustrates me the most is that she didnt handle it like an adult should have-calm but firm. she went berserk, i found it embarassing for people to be scandalous in a public place-especially in a workplace. I found it degrading. Though you have your point, still couldn't you say it in a more "adult" way? you're one, be one.

I dont wanna care about it anymore, if i did, it would just make me breakdown. Now, the whole filipino community and the company know about what my mom did, show off.

She's such a brat, yes, i'm still talking about my mom, she wouldnt listen to anyone though she knows she's wrong. she's the youngest girl in their family, that's probably why.

This is why i adore my dad so much, now i wonder how he could put up with a woman like my mom...must be true love.

My dad is the only person i trust in this household-everything my dad says will/does come true. though he doesnt approve of buying anything you want, he would explain in a calm and sensible way why we cant have it, be patient and try something else. He's strict, but would make fun of it. I love my dad. He gets all the hugs i give when we were kids. He would just be calm, patient, and funny.

this was the reason why i would have to think a billion times about having the mother-daughter conversation with her, it's just not worth it.

okay then, so much for that. if i was adopted (which i'm still hoping that i really am), i wish my biological mom would show up, i dont care if she's a single mom, a whore, or whatever; i just want to have someone who i could trust, wouldnt tease me when she knows i like some guy, wouldnt pressure me, i want a real mom. not this 46 y/o woman sitting right in front of me who never treated me as a person.

but since i'm not that, i probably had to thank her for giving birth, feeding, keeping me alive; i owe all of my academic achievements to her, but that's nothing compared to what's already been done.

talking to her about my life-friends is not worth it. all she could hear from me is school and that's it. once i'm out and finally get a decent job-and a car, i'll drive to california, i'll send her some bucks, but about the man i would want to marry someday, she would probably need to talk to my dad or to any of my siblings.

sorry, but it's just the way it is.

kababawan

2005-01-04T22:28:00.000-06:00

ako na siguro ang pinakasensitibo at pinaka mababaw na to dito. totoo, mababaw ako. kahit sa pinakakorning joke, tatawa ako; kaliit liitang bagay, napapansin ko; plano mo palang mangalabit, nakatingin nako.

Tama na nga ang paligoy ligoy, oo, bitter ako. dalawang araw kang walang "sign of life"-walang tawag, pero okay lang, kasalanan ko, naubusan ako ng load; walang text, okay lang, kasalanan ko, naubusan ako ng load; walang IM, tanging paraan ng komunikasyon-online ka, kinausap kita, hindi ka sumagot, akala ko kasalanan ko, mabagal ang koneksyon, naghintay ako, malipas ang ilang minuto, umalis ka, iniwan mo kong nagmumuni muni. . .

siguro sawa kanang kausap ako;
siguro ayaw mo talaga saken;
siguro galit ka.

pero pwede ring nadisconnect ka;
may tumawag sayo;
may ginagawa kang mas mahalaga;

^+^+^+^+^+^+^+^
ako: bakit ganon? alam mo namang lagi akong online, bakit hindi ka sumagot?
konsensya: baka naman wala talaga sa plano niyang makipag-usap
ako: eh, hindi na nga kame nakakapag-usap, ngayon pa niya ako iisnabin?
konsensya: baka nadisconnect lang
ako: tang*na
konsensya: hinay hinay lang, kausapin mo ule baka may maganda syang rason
ako: bahala ka dyan, wala palang pansinan ah? sige.
konsensya: pano mo naman malalaman kung hindi mo kakausapin kung ano talaga yung nangyari?
ako: sige, magkalimutan na.
konsensya: ang OA mo sapakin kita dyan eh.
ako: tang*na.
konsensya: kaliit liitang bagay pinapalaki mo? eh isa ka rin palang gaga eh.
ako: :(
konsensya: letcheng arte.
^+^+^+^+^+^+^+^

cling ( P ) Pronunciation Key (klng)intr.v. clung, (klng) cling·ing, clings
To hold fast or adhere to something, as by grasping, sticking, embracing, or entwining: clung to the rope to keep from falling; fabrics that cling to the body.
To remain close; resist separation: We clung together in the storm.
To remain emotionally attached; hold on: clinging to outdated customs.

CLINGY. isa sa mga pinaka iiwasan kong mangyari. paano ba masasabing clingy ang isang tao? gaano ba kalapit ang malapit? hanggang saan ka lang ba dapat?

hindi na kelangang i-explain to, kelangan ko ng tulong. =(

Trabaho muna tayo. sa wakas, eto ang huling araw na makakasama ko si ryan sa pharmacy, syempre walang kamatayang Q&A na naman, kahit yung mga natanong na saken nung isang linggo, tinanong na naman, ulyanin ka ba?pero ayos lang. muwahaha. sa sabado na yung huling pasok ko at babalik nako ng dorm. sa ten ang pasukan, ala pakong pambili ng libro. eto na naman ang taghirap.

kung bakit ba kasi ang OA ko eh, senti pa. syet.

1-1-2005

2005-01-01T19:43:00.000-06:00

bagong taon ay magbagong buhay. natulog ako ng mga 4 kaninang madaling araw, nakipagchat lang ako-haha, bagong taon na bagong taon chat agad ang inatupag: sabi nga ni papa, "yan ang gagawin mo isang buong taon". nakakasawa din pala yung mga countdown sa tv. eto namang si mama, basta countdown pinapanood, kahit replay na. letch. ang saya sa new york!

ngayon ko napatunayan na si ryan talaga ang nagpapahirap sa trabaho ko. KALAYAAN! Maaga din kame umuwi, sabi sakin nung isa don, tawagan ko na si papa para magpasundo kasi pag nagsi alisan na yung mga tao, naka bukas na yung security alarm. Sumabay nako sa kanilang lumabas, eh naisipan kong bumalik sa loob para dun na lang maghintay, letch, biglang nag alarm, edi lumabas nako agad saka sa labas umupo at nagmukmok, kala ko wala wala lang yon, maya maya biglang me dumating na pulis. opo, bata (at cutie, haha) na pulis, naka shades, hay... hindi naman ako kinabahan, nagulat lang, kinuha yung pangalan ko, birthday saka tinanong kung may susi ako, haha, ala naman akong ginawang kalokohan...:D letch, ang saya. tinanong ko kung katapusan ko na ba, haha, at least sabi niya hinde. hehe. isa lang ang ibig sabihin neto: "isang taon akong hindi tatantanan ng mga pulis".

nakakatuwa ang mga pamahiin, pag sineryoso baka lalong iakasakit ng ulo. hehe

happy new year sa lahat! ciao!

new year's eve

2004-12-31T18:54:00.000-06:00

2005 is just hours away, wohoo! this had been a good year: had three jobs, learned to drive a car, got back to school, joined some orgs, met some people, made friends, watched football games, went to an after party, and much more. Things just happened so fast that losing track would be unacceptable. It's college all over again. I'm only 19, but by the way things are set up-I feel like I'm in my mid twenties. so this is how it's gonna be once I graduate? interesting.

Ohhkay, guess who just called in? i mean just this very moment? Ryan, yep, he did, and for what? for work tomorrow. I cannot believe he called on my dad's phone just to tell me that i should put the papers for westridge manor at naco in the N side of the box and not on W. ohhhhkay. *rolls eyes*. i still cannot believe he would do what he just did. Right, no offense, but does he really think I'm gonna mess up real bad? I've got nothing against him, he's been really helpful, super helpful that he would stand next to me and ask me where I put the bunch of medicines that he'd just seen me fix...hmmm, can i say paranoid? Type A, I suppose.Now that he mentioned it, I don't feel like going tomorrow :(

Enough of that, come on, who would want to talk about work on a new year's eve? Anyway, I think we'll be having chicken, vanilla cake, among other for media noche. Oh, and they got those 12 round fruits-a tradition, for prosperity, yeah right.

What's on your playlist?
I've got usher's bad girl [fave]
Destiny's child's soldier
Get Low
Goodies
Crazy in Love
Thing's i'll never say [yes folks, i've got avril]
Lose my breathe
and a whole lot more.

So much for this year. tomorrow, I'm off for work-on the first of january, saturday. In case you're wonderin, no, i'm not having a blast. First of all, I'm thanking my good 'ol parents for setting me up and giving me this once in a lifetime opportunity to work at a prestigious pharmacy; the CLC for taking the company car silver taurus back that they just gave a month ago; and to all those concerned with my well being. Thank you very much for making this world a better place for me to live in.

Don't worry, I'm not gonna end this feeling sorry, I had some real good times too, haha, there, enough about the details, you know what I'm talkin 'bout.

*deep breathe*

here goes, happy new year guys!!! till next year, haha =)

ciao!

***corny, yes, i got carried away. =D

2004-12-30T23:39:00.000-06:00

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paalam

2004-12-30T17:41:00.000-06:00

simula ngayong araw na 'to, pormal ko ng iniiwan ang
diaryland... Lintek ang bagal bagal ng server, hindi pa pwedeng mag upload ng pictures, konti pa yung templates na pwedeng pagpilian. muwahaha, andito nako ngayon! haha, sayang nga lang yung ilang taon ko dun..tsk tsk, nakapanghihinayang, pero ganun talaga.

Wow, dec. 30 na! nakuwento ko bang pinapagtrabaho ako sa pharmacy ng january 1- 12 hanggang 3 ng hapon? ang saya saya ng buhay. Isa pa, nung tuesday narinig ko pa yung mga babae dun sinasabihan si ryan na dapat daw natrain niya ko ng maayos at papahirapan daw ako pag ako na lang mag-isa....ohhhkayyy... letche. bahala nga sila dyan ;p

walang load na cellphone, bantay saradong telepono, konserbatibong pamilya, laging asa bahay, AOL na koneksyon; resulta? limitadong komunikasyon...waahhhh, :(, ang borring borring ng isang buwang bakasyon na 'to, letch. nagpapataba lang kameng lahat sa bahay- pizza, donut, cookies, ice cream, tsokolate...waaah, pag tinuloy ko pa to, magmumukha nakong senti...ewww...

gusto kong matutong magdrive. hindi pako ule tinuturuang magdrive ni papa, gusto ko nang maglagalag kahit saan. pambayad na lang ng gas...muwahahaha.

Hilo. hilo na naman ako, masakit ang ulo... syet..cge hanggang dito na lang, sa susunod ule pag napagtripan ko nang magsulat ule. ciao!